GJ

2007-10-18T18:13:00.000+08:00

2007-06-18T16:18:00.001+08:00

YOUR SMILE
That I'll fall in love with you all over again.

It's good having something to refer to. Things that didn't seem apparent at that point of time being so important even the smallest words this moment.

Why does it not distant itself away from me. Why does it not leave me with no tinge of regret at all. Why does it stay by my side. If that was what it meant by perfection, will I still be able to hold on to everything that overcomes me. Just like when I have seemed to have driven it away, it appears right in front of me with such earnest that I can't help it. I just can't help myself sometimes.

Please let an ending arise when I close my eyes, make a wish, keeping it from turning around all over again.

2007-06-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

I really like this excerpt from Rachel Scott's journal.

You said "that's bad"
I said "so what"
You said "He lies"
I said "He's fun"
You said "Please stop"
I said "Shut up"
You said "I love You"
I said "Not now"
But then the matches
Burned my hands,
And he was not there,
To care for me,
He left me,
In the dark alone,
But I was not alone,
You said "I love You"
I said "Why"
You said, "Because I made you"

Ronan Keating (feat. Kate Rusby)'s All Over Again is nice (:

Went to eat the Green Gooey Ice cream at Macs with Eleanor yesterday after school. Boy, was it just smashingly yummy. And she got what she has always yearned for. She "WORE HER furry SUPPORT" yesterday and I could not stop laughing. =)

2007-05-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

Held
Natalie Grant

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred numb our sorrow.
The wise hand opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
AND TO KNOW THAT THE PROMISE WAS
WHEN EVERYTHING FELL WE'LL BE HELD.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'll be held.

I'll never get over you getting over me
Expose

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

I try to smile so the hurt wont show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I found is myself always thinking of you

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

Oh, no matter what I do
Each nights a lifetime to live through
I cant go on like this, I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love

And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me

I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over
I'll never get over you getting over me

2007-05-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

I love the song by You Mi in 200 pounds beauty! It's in the stickam player under Music.

Title : 별 (Byul) (Korean for "star")
Sung by : 유미 (You Mi)
Album : 200 pounds beauty

param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo
nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro
areumduphge byulbijdeureul
kadeul chaewojuneyo
malhi aphahajimah
nalkkok aneunchae dadokyojumyeo
jakjara weouro haejuneyo
keodji mothalmankkeum himekyeowon aphawado
nunmuli apeul karyeowado
kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo nan useullaeyo
jamshimado kyeote haengboghattdeon giogdeureul
kashime kanjig halkeyo
du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul
cheoreom yeongwonhi

Translation of YouMi’s version:

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

2007-04-30T17:53:00.000+08:00

I want to sing the Christmas balls song!

It was HMT paper 1 and chem today.
All these exams coming up.
I think I'm going mad.
I had a reallly reaaallly SERIOUS discussion today w Eleanor about the different aspects of life. How time has changed things. Weird things that happen that need serious solutions to these SERIOUS problems. There are like so many SERIOUS things that we experience and enjoy. But there are SERIOUS things that we feel awfully disgusted about. SERIOUSLY, I can't express in more SERIOUS words how SERIOUS our conversation went.

Maybe if I get this topic for situational writing. I would be able to do well in it.

chemistry- tough- slept- now must study- drained energy- war- 750mins- fill in the blanks- jiayou _ _!- hair- curly- holiday- chips- ice cream- rolled up bird shit- style- high calcium- low fat- more vitamins- dietary fibre- sugar free- more proteins- low salt content- high energy booster- low artificial flavouring- high nutrition- low ajinomoto- cream of bird shit soup- soft yet spongy -yet fragrant- melts in your mouth- bird shit ice cream- chem- nuts- mad scientist- shy- katong laksa- dog- shitted- doorstep- free show- fresh from the oven- leftovers- coconut milk- pet dog- attracts butterflies- ru hua- the cakes dog bake- shapes more artistic- watery or ugly oval lumps- proud of yourself- future philosopher- poet li bai- poet chunying- pro pro- 6 o clock- dolphin bay- taiwan idol drama- chinese doll- cry- vcd- weekends- geog- agriculture- sleep- tourism- smarter- brain block

2007-04-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

Just came across this in a book by Andrew Mattews

BE FLEXIBLE!

Here's a new recipe for PERMANENT misery...
Decide how you think the world SHOULD be.

Then, when life doesn't obey our rules, get angry!
That's what miserable people do!

Let's say you expect that:
*People SHOULD appreciate you.
*Planes SHOULD arrive on time.
*Your best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.

Sounds reasonable...
but often, these things won't happen!
So you end up frustrated.

Happy people make fewer DEMANDS on life.
Instead, they have PREFERENCES!

They say:
"I would prefer "A" but if "B" happens, it's OK too!"

I PREFER the neighbours to be quiet,
but if they make a noise, I can handle it.

I PREFER people to see my point of view,
but when they disagree, it is OK.

You have preferences about the outcome of your plans,
but you accept WHATEVER happens.

So your mission today?
Instead of making DEMANDS on life and people,
have PREFERENCES.

There are two ways to become happier:
a) Change the world, or
b) Change your thinking

It is easier to change your thinking!

2007-04-28T12:21:00.000+08:00

PROVERBS

Every heart knows its own bitterness and no one else can share its joy.
~Proverbs 14:10

The tongue that brings healing is a tree of life, but a deceitful tongue crushes the spirit.
~Proverbs 15:4

When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom.
~Proverbs 11:2

~Proverbs 142
1 I cry aloud to the Lord;
I lift up my voice to the Lord for mercy.

2 I pour out my complaint before him;
before him I tell my trouble.

3 When my spirit grows faint within me,
it is you who know my way.
In the path where I walk
men have hidden a snare for me.

4 Look to my right and see;
no one is concerned for me.
I have no refuge;
no one cares for my life.

5 I cry to you, O Lord;
I say, "You are my refuge,
my portion in the land of the living."

6 Listen to my cry,
for I am in desperate need;
rescue me from those who pursue me,
for they are too strong for me.

7 Set me free from my prison,
that I may praise your name.
Then the righteous will gather about me
because of your goodness to me.

2007-04-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

Every beat of my heart by Corrinne May

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear

'Cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

'cause I don't know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart

Every beat of my heart..
Every beat of my heart..
Every beat of my heart..

2007-04-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

It was really like so freaky today. Ask all who stayed back for Econs today...

It's Friday the 13th today. And our classroom clock suddenly stopped today. Exactly at? 1pm, =1300h. At first we were like ohhh so coincidental maybe like the battery stopped or something.

Next thing that happened... At around 2:oo, the clock started again, this time around 2.10 or something. I was just thinking, have you ever seen a clock stop for like one hour then without any replacement of a battery, it just starts again?

2007-04-10T18:31:00.001+08:00

St Pat's got Gold with Honours. The first GWH...

2007-04-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

Yes. It came as a shock. All seems to be in the reverse mode.

Especially to _, there's just these comforting words I wish to say to you.

haha. my bro's blog is like dead. www.nutmeg-ish.blogspot.com

there's so much i want to say.
but i can't bring myself to present the words.
i rather keep it this way.
safe.

instead, i would believe that god has a plan for all of us.
he gives the best to us (:
and that's what we should be grateful for...

2007-04-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

SYF was kinda okay today. (:
1hour and 7 min more to the announcing of the results.

my phone wallpaper cum backgrnd of this blog! haha

moving soon...

2007-04-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sore teeth. There's one more S.C.H prac this Friday and a rehearsal this Sunday at school.

i cry when i think of you

2007-03-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday ZR!!!

it's so scary. imagine having such a blow just because you did some teeny weeny thing wrong.

i'm starting to do the countdowns about 14 days to syf. 5 weeks more to mid years.

Eleanor said Detective. I said Kpo-tive haha. I haven't felt so HAPPY for so long. It's nice to FIND out things once in a while. LOL. Like she said HOW WONDERFUL CAN FRIENDSTER BE!

I know I'm evil. But I want to watch that free show! Joanna that meanie mo!

2007-03-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2007-03-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

It was Eleanor's birthday yesterday!
Rather late post because it was 11plus by the time I reached home yesterday and spent the whole day at school today. Band, the Mentor ship prog w Richard Adams.

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Happy Belated Birthday, Eleanor!

Met Divya at Tanah Merah Bus stop at 4.15 and we walked there but kind of lost our way cause there was some really messy construction going on. But we found the long sloping thin white path with directions from Daphne. Because that path was like blocked by some construction workers.

Joan, Vyl, Daphne, Shermaine and Kellyn were there by the time we arrived with the so many balloons on the tips of the gate. So noticeable!

Spent the next 1 hour sitting around and cutting the tails for pin the donkey. Then Cordelia, Naina, Sam, Rachel, Ch, Jocina, Eleanor's friend, Erpei came and we watched the nice ppt that Kell and the others did. Then dearest Cordelia started whining! Because she was hungry! :)

The next hour was the embarrassing moment for Eleanor's friend and we laughed non-stop because Eleanor's dad was really funny! He cracked some jokes and played the name guessing game. BIOLOGICAL NAME!!! :]

Then Eleanor's other friends, Azrul, Nasri, Marcus and Zr came around 7. The food was yummy! And the first person to eat was the one who ate the most, haha. It was introduction time and the name guessing game and twister.Eleanor, Daphne Erpei, Azrul played. Twister was funny and Daphne was good!! Like she really twisted and contorted. And we like WEETT WEEETT! x)

Overall the party was fun! Enjoyed it and Eleanor received lots and lots of presents! Like lots and lots! The first fun event since Jan 1 2007! :)

On the way back on the long sloping thin DARK white path, there was this stray dog which went past us thrice and I got so scared that Cordelia kept asking me not to run. Because I saw the way it chased this motorbike that went past.

Have a blessed birthday, Eleanor!

feeling itchy. urghs.

2007-03-10T11:39:00.000+08:00

why am i such a dusty window
for your light to shine through?
why am i just a tiny star,
in a sky already blue?
why do i offer everything
with my heart closed like a fist?
i want to love you better than this.

i need you as my refuge
my first and last resort
be the river always running
through my deepest thoughts
keep me in your arms
cause even when i drift
i want to love you better that this.

2007-03-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

I've got the flu bug and mr doc says it can pass easily.

Didn't go to school today. Last day of school and I went early to get my books only to have Shermaine Gan staring at me as I walked out. She was so funny... =)

And another good news that my bro brought back! They beat Bukit Panjang Govt High in Nationals. But still this is the last game :(

But I still went for tuition today only to get a shock of my life. Mr Gabriel wasn't there and guess WHO?! (:

Hope I don't pass the bug to alexa because she started sneezing 1h after she sat next to me.

2007-03-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

So alike! The resemblance is ...

my new favourite! natalie grant!

so renew me, remake me
undo me, unbreak me
come into the empty spaces
of my broken places
consume me, complete me
pursue me, redeem me
if i could choose, i would choose you
because you have given me the strength

because you brought me joy
can i tell you?
i'm something that no one expects me to be
you will all be shocked. i'm sure.
that's why i can't tell anyone.
not even you.

2007-03-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

It makes me feel really horrible. Really so bad. And sometimes I wonder... I just wonder.

i just want to cry it all out;
if only you knew;
would you be any happier?

2007-03-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

because i believe in you. and i always will.

2007-03-02T20:21:00.001+08:00

I've decided to buy the number two thing. (:

my cheesecakes
yum

2007-03-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

I've decided to buy the number two thing. (:

my cheesecakes
yum

2007-02-27T19:57:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOD! Just what are they doing!?!?!?!!? Lol. =)

2007-02-27T19:54:00.001+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE Changi Rise!

It's so nice! (: Especially the surroundings. Just like a resort and that long bridge with cute fishies in the pond under it.

I want to live there.

2007-02-27T16:54:00.001+08:00

I've decided to buy something. HMM!

2007-02-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really don't know what to say.

But I want to do my best. (:

Went to Parkway today with Eleanor, Divya, Joan and Kell and we HAD A FUN TIME! Eating and buying stuffs. =)

There's gonna be debate tmr and it's gonna be super exciting! Talking abt exciting... I think maybe today I can copy Samantha & try to be excited abt the following day and see if I can't sleep... Hmmmm.

I know you're disappointed but I know you did what you could. I want you to be happy. That's the most I can hope for.

2007-02-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

I know what affected _ so much. Sometimes it's best to put yourself in the shoes of the other so that you'll be able to understand the trauma went through. It's just such a horrible feeling to know of what happened and I guess it's the reason for all these. Wants someone to talk to, wants someone to turn to, wants someone to cheer _ up. Needs someone to share _ troubles. That feeling of having lost someone so important in _ growing up life makes _ different from everyone else. Why can't some people understand that _ needs more concern because _ is lacking in that something. Why do some people just put _ down like that? It's just unfeeling, probably even unaware, and not even making the effort to get to know _ better.

I thank God for bringing me a little closer to _. Getting to know _ more makes me so thankful and glad that I have taken a step to further understand what _ is going through. You can't blame _. I love _ so much.

there is a higher throne, than all this world has known
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I'm tired! There's gonna be band the whole day tmr. Morning's exchange with cedar, fairfield, st nics. And afternoon's combine. SHEESH! We did productive sectionals today. Bar 6 and 8. Haha. Daphne likes the bar 8 okay! She says it's nice. Basically because (<3) style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Cheer Up Samantha!

2007-02-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

i knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart still hurt.

2007-02-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! (:

It's been a rather boring day today but still, I'm glad with all the hongbao money. Lol. I'm greedy.

Tmr is going to be a nothing-to-do day. But I mut be MOTIVATED! To do my homework and study! There's the 'Which star are you from?" show on Channel 255 now. It's so nice okay! And the girl is so pretty!

There's gonna be a great show later on at 9pm on Channel U. Hua Hao Yue Yuan by Miriam Yeung. Must watch!

more...

yes, i admit it's jealousy.

2007-02-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year EVE!

Met Zhi Yu after tuition yesterday. Surprisingly, she's in the same tuition as me! Like er, I'm so blur until I didn't know it. Sheesh. Cause she was like sitting right at the back with her friend. She didn't go back yesterday too. Guess not many went back yesterday like Sherman and a few others.

Haha. I said I'll go back during Teachers' Day but I'm really not sure. (: I'll see when the time comes.

2007-02-16T23:13:00.001+08:00

Haven't blogged for a few days. Until Samantha asked me to. Haha.

Anyway Happy Chinese New Year Eve Eve! (:

Today's CNY celebrations was quite okay. Hmm. I can say it was quite different from the previous few years. (: Probably it feels different because it's gonna be the last CNY we're celebrating in this school. But like what the principal said: Once a TKGian, always a TKGian. Haha. I like that! Not like our previous principal. URghs (x

CNY Singing (lalalalalalalala) Competition.
The sec1s and sec2s got me laughing cause some were performing some WOW(ridiculous) stuffs. I never knew our sec1s and 2s were capable of doing that. I gave that blank face to Eleanor after they finished like OMG... And she had this ERR look on her face. But it was certainly enjoyable. And entertaining. They did their best! =)

The da4 tou2 from the lion dance troupe today was so cute! So small and he liked to cry and sit so cutely on the floor!

4E1 is a winner!
We won 1st for the Upper Sec CNY Class Decor Competition and 2nd for the singing competition. Well, lots of the effort and work goes to the art girls and also every single member in the class because every single one contributed! (: And also, not forgetting our dearest Chairman, Jamie and vice-chairman Yue Fang who helped organise stuffs! WEET WEET! (x

We slacked lots and lots during the first 3 periods. I was very very very bored... So I decided to get high during Emaths and stuff some things down Samantha's back. Like a green marker, a pencil and a ruler.

And I said Joan's speciality: Samantha! Why you STEAL my stuffs?!

Okay den the pens got stuck halfway it didn't go down so I to dig it up. Sheesh...

So much for being bored... :(

I'm so glad that we have NO SCHOOL! NO SCHOOL for 4 days! WEET WEET! (:

I'm starting to think about Ru Hua and her "xian1 sheng1, bu4 yao4 zhe4 yang4 la!" and her famous song which Grace can sing the whole full song.

WO DE YI KE XIN! MUACK MUACK!

All because Samantha was sa-jiao-ing during Chinese yesterday! LIKE EWWW! Why you flirting with Lin Lao Shi! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!

2007-02-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

Thank You to those who wished me[:!

-_
-Naina the friend of the banana! I will enjoy my salty 16 birthday!
-Zr
-G
-SAMANTHA!
-Wei Xin
-DIVYA
-Sherman
-Joan my dearest PONY!
-Mabel
-Rachel Chng
-Isabella
-Shanelle
-Fung Qi
-ELEANOR!
-Evelyn

And also those who wished me at school! (:

Thank you Eleanor for your nice present!

Thank you Evelyn for your Strawberry MILK! MILK MAKES YOUR BONES STRONG! IT KEEPS YOU HEALTHY and it's GOOD FOR YOUR TEETH! (:

Thank you Kellyn, Shermaine, Vyl, Joan, Violet, BFG, Sam, Divya, Daphne, Raihan, Regina, Quraisha more more more...

MY DEAREST BUMBLEBEE POOH!!

Why do I like pooh?
Just because of a big fat doop with ugly hair terrible attitude and such a cheater.

Anyways also because Joash is cute! The dearest P1 boy who looks like Winnie-the-Pooh. Replica! really really!

Ms J is really funny! Haha. HELLO BLONDIE WITH NO HEAD! BLONDIE IS BALDING! BUT STILL, BLONDIE'S BLOND HAIR STANDS TALL and PROUD! Haha static electricity is so funny! Just like the Mr Bean Live Series...
Dedicated to the queen: CHEER UP SAMANTHA! (: it just breaks my heart to see you so sad everyday

2007-01-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

Poor Samantha was sick today... :(
Good luck for your game tomorrow!

Okay.
5.58pm 29th Jan '07
"Its your birthday right?"
"Happy Birthday[:"

Thanks. (:

Hey Divya the porcupine! Your method really worked! It's so funny! Interesting to know who depends on Friendster to remember someone's birthday! LOL LOL LOL. I'm still laughing.

Samantha had to go to the sick bay today and I suddenly like forgot her english chinese name. As in Yan Ting but in chinese it's Yuan Ting. So I was confused.

TSC was okay. I mean it was funny I wanted to laugh. But I only took like a 4 minutes while Crystal and Diana asked me to talk longer.

Had lunch with Samantha today in the canteen and I saw how fast she did the 4x100m race only that it was 2x1cm race she did. Haha :]

I confessed to Eleanor today. _ _ _ _ _ _! EEK! :P

HELLO DAPHNE TAN! Use your waterbottle handphone to call me! =)

2007-01-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

GET WELL SOON
queen SAMANTHA! (:

2007-01-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired.

My very very interesting journal is about how I spent 5 days doing Ctrl-C, Ctrl-V continuously for more than 1000 times.

I found out today that dear Samantha is in the same Chem remedial as her dearest 'friend'. Haha. So coincidental. OOPS.

There's band tomorrow and testing and she said test the sec4s who didnt go to Japan. So in my section. so HI! It's only ME. :(

Okay we spent like the first period of geog laughing at TH words. The people around me. Kellyn, Divya. So much for maTH, THat, THese, THree!, THorn. To pronounce it really properly, your tongue has to like stick out and in, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN, OUT and IN.........................

Physics CA was so weird and horrible. You know like having a piece of cheese lying on your tv, having an watermelon hanging from the tree and having a lizard tail sticking out of your nostrils.
Well, no wonder Ms Johara said that she's sure 4/1 will fail. Sigh... :(

If it's your favourite teacher= You will listen in class.
but
If it's her favourite and some teacher who she always screams JOJO= She never listen in class.
How funny can Samantha be... (=

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

2007-01-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

This will make someone so excited!

I went for tuition today and just when I was just about to enter the lift. I saw like Stephanie Ching and Camelia come out of the lift. Think they went for tuition somewhere upstairs? Maybe.

2007-01-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sam gave me 2 out of 50 packets of her Bee Bee Snack today. And I bought the famous $1.75 natural 'unbearable' sour sweets today which were gone in less than a few minutes. (: But it's alright. I think I find joy in sharing sweets. Weird. But still... (:

PE yesterday was so so fun! And I felt slightly 'enriched' being able to PLAY what I like to PLAY. It's so much more fun to play THIS than to play THAT. (= Eleanor fell yesterday when she and Kellyn just banged into one another and I was just 2m away from them and was quite shocked. Eleanor just slumped down to the ground and she was like:"pain pain!" and she had this huge red patch on her left knee.

Eleanor and I were looking at the results of the motor skills test the sec1s had. She was like saying if only we could have that test during our year cause it's hard to believe she's not suited for any sports cca. But come to think of it, I want to regret but probably not too cause I realise though I am unhappy, I'm still very lucky. (:

I'm so tired. Fingers hurt and arms hurt.

sometimes i wonder, why people don't realise what others have done for them. how much effort others put in order to make them happy. sometimes we just dont get in return what we deserve...

2007-01-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm late.

Happy Belated Birthday Samantha!
Happy Belated Birthday to _!
Happy Belated Birthday to Elizabeth!

:)

2007-01-12T16:01:00.000+08:00

Lee Bo Ram

The present you

(Opening Song)

by Cheoeum Geu Jari-e

geudae jeeguhm nehgahsoom-eh doohluhwah sahrang-uhl mal hago eejyo
Come now inside my heart, You're telling me about love

kkoom-ee ahneegee-ruhl nah-neun gee-doh-haebwah-yo
I pray that this isn't a dream

neh maum-ee jjakoo geudaerahn sarahm noh-jee-malrago hahneh-yo
My heart keeps telling me that i shouldn't let go of you

yohkshi-meul neh-rah-myuh bah-boh-kahteun mahl-eul hahneh-yo
And that i should be greedy... it's saying stuff that's stupid

ooh-yun-hee dahgah-ohn geudae sahrang-ee whenjee nah-suhl-jee ahnhah-jyo
Your love that came accidentally.. it wasn't strange at all

hajeemahn yahksohk-dwen inn-yun-ee gee-eh sahrahng-ee dehl joohl mohl-raht-jyo
But I didn't know that our promised relationship would become love..

johkoom hoo-myun geudae boh-neh-yah hahl-tendeh geuruhl jahshinee uhp-jyo.
Sometime later, I have to send you away.. but I don't have the confidence to do that

nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chajah ee-jeh doh-ah gahl poon-indae
You found the place that I was alone at... Now you're gonna go back

dang-yun-han ill-in-dae wheh mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt

geu-dae wuhn-ha-dtun sahrang-eul cha-ja eejae dohlahkal bboon-in-deh
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted

haengbok-han geudae-ruhl oosoo-myuh boh-neh-yah hahl-ten-dae
I have to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile

neh noon-eul boh-myuh sarang-eul mahl-hah-jyo soo-chyuh-gahn sahrang-ee-jee-mahn
You tell me about love while looking into my eyes, but it's a lightly passing by love

ee soon-gan nah-neun nuh-moo haengbok-hae-yo mahchi koom-eul koon gutd-chuhrum
I'm so happy right now, it's like I'm dreaming a dream

ee-jaeh-yah ahlrahsuhyo chuhoom-bootuh oo-rihn sahrang-hae-suh-dahneun guhl
Now you know that from the beginning we were in love

nah hoh-llo ee-don't geu-jahree-ruhl chahjah ee-jeh dohl-ah-gal bboon-een deh
You found the place that I was alone at... Now you're gonna go back

dangyun-hahn ill-iin deh whe mahm-ee ah-poo-jyo
I knew it was going to happen, but why does my heart hurt

geudae wuhn-hah-dtun sahrang-eul chaja ee-jae dohrah gal bbon-eendeh
Now you're gonna go back to your place because you found the love you wanted

haengbok-han geudae-reul ooh-soo-myuh bohnehyah haltendae.
I need to send you, a happy/bliss person, away with a smile

Neh-geh sarang-eul joomyun ahndeh-na-yo, geu-dae jungmal ahndae-nayo.
Can't you give me your love, Can you really not/Is it Impossible?

ee-jeh-nun geudae-reul ee-toh-rohk sarahng-ha-neun-deh

But now I love you so much...

You can hear this in the stickam player under the first heart.

2007-01-06T09:14:00.000+08:00

I can't help but post today because today is my most wonderful day!

Haha. Anyway I spent the first 3 days of school having fun and getting to know new teachers. Well, some are a little weird but some are really nice. (:

English- Mr John Levin
Emaths- Mrs Gladys Hoy
Amaths- Ms Lui
Physics- Ms Johara
Chemistry- Ms Ho
SS- Miss Irene Wong Hwee Ling
Geog- Mrs Thong
Chinese- Ling Lao Shi
Econs- Mdm Goh

Yup. Yesterday was really a quite fun day at ECP.

My group members were Regina, Natalie, Liu Bing, Sherry, Divya, Jiaying, Samantha. Great team members. Haha.

Pictures I 'stole' from Eleanor's blog. Thank You Eleanor!

Anyways the countdown!

3 more days to Sam's birthday!
24 more days to my birthday!
3 more days to Amaths and English CA '!' :(

Anyway I just found out that Regina reads my blog. Haha. Hi Regina!

I'm tired.

2007-01-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's gonna be the first day of school! Of Sec4. Nothing much to be excited about but it's really going to be great getting to see all the friends I've missed during the holidays. Hopefully we can all sit together! Nothing beats having more fun in a year that's going to be tiring.

I guess I'll be posting less because the rule: The computer can only be used on fridays and saturdays unless it's for school work.

Sigh. Anyway I haven't written the journal thingy for the job attachment. Rack our brains and think of what happened exactly more than 1 month ago. 20-27th of november. Other than that, my homework is all in little bits and pieces. Haven't completed some homework but no worries cause I think like there will sure be some people who haven't completed it too! Heh heh.

Besides all these school type of stuffs, I really can't wait for a few days more. Just a few days more when my most wonderful day can come!

Countdown! (not to 2007)

a few more days to the most wonderful day
7 more days to Samantha's birthday
1/2 more days to School reopening
27 more days to my birthday!

2007-01-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

Night at the Musuem

Larry Daley is a divorced parent who always felt he's been destined for something big. Daley accepts a seemingly menial job as a graveyard shift security guard at the struggling natural history museum, to replace three retiring night watchmen: Cecil Fredericks, Gus, and Reginald. On the first night, the watchmen give Larry a instruction manual, telling him to read everything in the manual and do them quickly and in order. They also tell him not to let anything in or out of the museum.

Larry ignores their advice and falls asleep at the main desk. He wakes up see the Tyrannosaurus skeleton not on its stand, but drinking from a water fountain. Hiding under the main desk, Larry reads the top line of the instruction manual: "Throw the bone." The dinosaur simply wants to play fetch with one of its own bones.

Larry Daley being chased by a Tyrannosaurus skeleton.

Larry looks around to find many other things are also leaving their exhibits now. The second line in the manual is "Lock up the lions or they will eat you." He goes to the Africa exhibit to lock up the lions, Dexter, the monkey, has stolen Larry's keys. Larry tries to get the monkey to give him the keys, but instead, Dexter bites him on the nose, and tears up the instruction manual.

Larry quickly finds the only person he can speak to is Theodore Roosevelt, to whom the museum is dedicated. Theodore helps Larry restore order. Teddy also explains that the museum comes to life because of an ancient supernatural Egyptian tablet. If any of the exhibits are outside the museum when the sun rises, they will turn to dust.

The next day, museum director Dr. McPhee finds Octavian locked up in the miniature pillory with the Wild West men. He decides to give Larry one more chance.

To help Larry since since there's no duplicate of the destroyed manual, Cecil Fredericks suggests Larry study up on his history and learn about the exhibits.

That night, Larry comes to work armed with a plan. This includes fake keys for Dexter, gum for the Easter Island Head, fire for the Neanderthals, and magic tricks to entertain Attila the Hun.

His plan fails. Dexter gets Larry's keys,Attila the Hun spies a flaw in one of Larry's tricks and tries to tear him apart, and the Neanderthals' fire gets out of control. Larry puts it out with a nearby fire extinguisher, while Dexter opens a window, which one of the Neanderthals manages to climb out of. It turns to dust when the sun rises and is swept up by a street sweeper. Theodore helps him restore order.

Dr. McPhee fires Larry for the damage done to the Neanderthal exhibit, but is persuaded into giving Larry one more night. Larry discovers that Rebecca the docent is writing a dissertation on Sacagawea. She has writers block and he tries to explain that she could speak to Sacagawea, but she thinks he is mocking her.

Larry brings his son, Nick, along to show him all the amazing things that occur during Larry's shift. However that night, none of the exhibits come to life, as the former night guards stole the Egyptian tablet and many other valuables in an attempt to get back at the museum for firing them. The guards found that the tablet rejuvenated their youth during night, along with bringing life to the animals. The guards, planning to frame Larry for their crime, lock Larry and Nick in Ahkmenrah's exhibit, but not before Nick fixes a misplaced part of the tablet, bringing the exhibits to life again. Larry opens up the sarcophagus. Akhmenrah (who speaks fluent English after being exhibited at Cambridge) agrees to help Larry and Nick rescue the tablet.

They managing to befriend Attila the Hun with the help of Ahkmenrah. Larry finds all the inhabitants busy fighting each other and making a mess of the museum lobby. He restores order by explaining that the tablet is what brings them to life and it if is stolen, they cannot live. Gus and Reginald are caught but Cecil escapes on stagecoach. Sacagawea helps them track Cecil, and Roosevelt finally gets his chance to speak to Sacagawea.

Larry on Roosevelt's horse (named Texas); Jedediah (the cowboy leader) and Octavius in a remote control Hummer; and the T-Rex chase Cecil. Larry yells the word 'Dakota' and the horses stop. The Mongols escort Cecil back to the museum. Akhmenrah helps Larry gets all the inhabitants back to the museum.

Larry gives a call to Rebbecca who comes over just in time to witness the spectacle. She immediately becomes a believer and begins to converse with Roosevelt and Sacagawea.

The museum is a huge mess. Larry, Rebecca and Nick manage to clean the museum; however, Larry is fired by Dr. McPhee because of various news video clips about the things that went on that night, such T-Rex footprints around Central Park. When the museum director leaves his office and finds it full of visitors who are curious about the recent news stories, Larry gets his job back.

That night, there is a party at the museum. Larry decides not to turn in the guards as long as they agree to clean up the museum each morning.

2007-01-02T02:05:00.000+08:00

I just heard Samantha Jade's step up song on Channel [V]. It's nice!

2007-01-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin. Because the posting part is slightly wider. (:

Happy New Year!

2006-12-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Li Qin!
Happy Birthday Jerome!

2006-12-31T02:27:00.000+08:00

This Christmas was a budget Christmas.

Got my Chinese New Year blouse! It's not red. Haha. I chose it and my aunts say it's the easiest cause they didn't need to look. I just found. (: New pair of shorts and a new kipling bag. And 20 bucks. New set of towels from my dad with a horse on each of them! So cute okay! Lol. Last year it was teddy bears.

Christmas lunch at Meritus Negara Hotel was YUMMY!

Haha. My brother created his annual Christmas dinner face again with wasted food.

Thank you all for your Christmas cards!

Valerie
Eleanor
Sherman
Gwyneth
Kellyn
Flora
Liu bing
Daphne
Xiao Qi
Joan
Evelyn
Violet
Vylvianne
Lena
Lemuel
Yan Da
Isabella

Take care Uncle Soo Hock and have a good trip!

2006-12-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

i want to eat pizza from pizza hut. just a simple hawaiian one.

johan has gone to play xbox now my kor kor shane. :(

why a sore throat on this wonderful day?

SIGH.

6th january will be my favourite day (:
haha. in case samantha scolds me. 9th january will also be my favourite day.

2006-12-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

Penguin at Featherdale Wildlife Park.

Mr Kangaroo! Someone dumped their passport there.

Another kangaroo. Can you see the black bits nearby? Guess what it is?

Koala hiding behind the branches at Featherdale Wildlife Park.

Tasmanian Devil. Oh my you should see how fast it runs. I think it was like mad or something cause it kept running all in circles in the enclosure.

Kangaroo!

Close-up of Koala.

Another picture of the cute penguins.

WOMBAT!!!! WEET WEET WEET!

Koala! BIG EYES!

2006-12-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

Taken from the bus. 'David Jones' departmental store!

Taken from the bus. Market Street!

Taken from the bus. Queen Victoria Statue outside Queen Victoria Building

Street.

Woolworths. Something like their NTUC.

Bondi Beach Sign.

Sand with footprints on Bondi Beach.

Life Saving Club at Bondi Beach.

Bondi Beach. Western.

Surfish Cafe at Bondi Beach. Sells lots of burgers, sandwiches, cookies, etc.

Bondi Beach. Western.

Bondi Beach. Eastern.

Outside the Queen Victoria Building.

More pictures to be uploaded. (:

2006-12-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

Not fair! Today is VJ's Not so silent night concert! And I didn't know about it! I want to go! Not fair! I didn't know until R asked me. Sheesh! Not fair. Why can't I go too! Boo, I've got tuition tonight. I'm gonna miss Sam and Eleanor...

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Tmr is cell outing at East Coast! Yippeeeeeee! I've sent my Christmas cards today! Giving cell cards tmr, maybe... (:

2006-12-15T16:57:00.000+08:00

Spent 6 days at Sydney, Australia with my aunts, mum, cousin and bro. One word to describe it, TIRING. One expression to describe it, SIGH.

First Day

The first day was very funny! We arrived at the hotel on George Street around 9plus in the morning (Aust time) after our plane arrived at around 8am (Aust Time). Boarded the plane at around 8plus (Singapore time). 7h flight and it was quite nice. My bro is still laughing at the trainee stewardess, Yuko. This Jap stewardess which was new and she couldn't really pronounce English words properly. So when she asked whether he wanted chicken or fish. It sounded like:" Chicky or fish?" Then he imitated her right in front of her and I think she heard it. :( Poor stewardess, she was so nice somemore. She kept smiling and smiling and smiling and she's like super pretty. The flight was good.

We ended up waiting to check in into the hotel rooms and I was so angry because we had to wait from 9plus all the way to 12 plus and they still didn't give us a room! My bro slept at the lobby like for 2-3hrs straight. While my cousin and aunts went to find the place that we were supposed to meet for the afternoon city tour. We went to Market City to eat lunch when we returned, we only got 1 room out of 3. Then, we were late.

So we ran and ran and ran all the way from George Street to Darling Harbour to find that office we were supposed to meet. I think it was super embarrassing because seeing 7 people run past you the first person being at least 70m away from the last person was funny. When we got there we were like wet dogs. The city tour was alright... so so. Our guide cum driver was GARY! (:

Second day

Breakfast was okay though the quality of the food was bad. Sigh.

Scrambled eggs, Bacon, Sausage, Bee Hoon, Spaghetti, Baked Beans, Tomato, Porridge, Plain bread, Raison bread, Wholemeal bread, Apple Juice, Orange Juice, Coffee, Tea, 4 different types of cereal, Milk.

You expect their spaghetti, and western stuffs to be good. But, they were just disappointing. I wanted to cry. Because we ate this same food for 5 breakfasts straight. Being kiasu Singaporeans, for the next 2 days, we went down to breakfast being the first ones at 6.30am (Aust Time) which is like 3.30am (S'pore Time). So I woke up at 5.30am (Aust Time). Then for the following 3 days we went down at 7.45am instead.

It was Sand Dunes and Bondi Beach tour today! Sand boarding is super fun! It was just so hard to come up after going down the steep slopes. The sand was so fine and we had to step into other people's footsteps like rock climbing using our boards like hiking up a hill. It was so tiring I almost died. So I only went twice. My brother went like 4 times! Jie Jie went thrice, I think. I rather not go down, cause have to climb up. Sigh. But it was fun. The guide who was about 20 years old was super hot, ELEANOR! He drove this mini bus fitted on ultra big wheels! I think that bus is like modified or something. We went bumping up and down the sand and it was better that a roller coaster. Haha. WEET WEET! Then we went to see the sea. The waves were very very very nice! (:

Could say this was the 2nd best tour. (= Our guide was Gary again.

Third day

Blue Mountains! We went to get stuffs from the Candy Store! So much nougats and sweets and sweets and more sweets! Ah! It made me go mad! With the variety PLUS the price. Sheesh. The price was so x! Our guide was Malcolm. Oh my, his voice is so nice! Like a lullaby. Can put people to sleep! But cannot blame him, the trip there was like 3hours! And the trip back was 3hours too! And he told us the story of the 3 sisters. The 3 big mountains! The story is super cool! Then he was like:" Storytime, by Uncle Malcolm." in his lullaby voice. SO CALMING SO RELAXING!! AHHH... haha.

It was a whole day tour. While on the roads, all there was, was like sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road, sandstone, trees, trees, grass, road,....

We went to scenic world where we got to sit the cable way, boardwalk, and skyway. Nice! Ate lunch there.

There were some landmarks and Malcolm was talking about it. But sadly, have the time, maybe he didn't notice or he was used to it. That the people on the bus were SLEEPING. And who was he talking to?? The windows of the bus, the doors of the bus, the toilet on the bus, the wheels of the bus that goes round and round, round and round, round and round. Poor thing. We couldn't help it.

The blue mountain tour was super nice! We went on a heritage walk where we could see lots of gum trees and see the remains of a bush fire that happened 2 weeks ago. BOY, the smell was so stinky and it smelled TERRIBLE! Like burn smell PLUS this weird PUKING smell. Ew. My aunts were heritage-ing all around. HAHA. It was so funny! Heritage=Take pictures of the same trees, trees, environment, people, trees, trees, grass, plants.

We proceeded to Featherdale Wildlife Park later and I got my Kangaroo soft toy for $3.50 (Aust). Quite ex. But I tried to get the cheapest.... (: (: I saw my favourite WOMBAT! And lots of other animals. We had this passport and we had to stamp it with the animals picture when we reached the station. We got close up to koalas who were like sleeping and that place really smelled. Kangaroos were just lying everywhere just next to your feet and that whole area was filled with kangaroo shit. And we had to be careful not to step on it. Oh my, just what do they give their dearest kangaroos to eat!

Ate at Chinatown today.

This day was the best!

Fourth day

Paddy's Market today! Lots of stuff! Bought lots of NUTS! Like peanuts, cashews, YAOSONG! (:
We went to Darling Harbour then to Sydney Fish Market today. The food was very very nice! Then later, to The Rocks which was SUPER FAR! We had to walk along George Street for very very very long! Then we 'realised' we could have taken a bus or a monorail?!?!?!?!?!?!!?

The Rocks market was super nice! And we reached there around 4 only and the market ended at 5pm. We bought a lazy susie! For popo! It was like $158 and we bargained to $120. Haha. Super nice, it's that turning turning thing on the restaurant tables. (:

Posting pictures up soon!

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2006-12-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

Koala from the PuppetShop at The Rocks

Kangaroo from Featherdale Wildlife Park

2006-12-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

YHA Central= Wai Hai Chye Central! Haha. Sounds so cheena! That's Uncle Malcolm's slang! (: Storytelling by Uncle Malcolm was nice! He's our tour guide cum bus driver.

Lots of stuff happened within 6 days

I <3 WOMBATS
a burrowing plant-eating Australian marsupial which resembles a small bear with short legs

2006-11-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Daniel!
Happy Belated Birthday Mabel!

I'm supposed to hand in the proposal of the places we're gonna visit today.

My brother was singing K last night at 11plus because I shared my bedroom with him cause my grandfather was here. OH MY, HE IS SO CUTE and was like singing with his funny voice for 20min or so while listening with his new double sided earpiece fr challenger. We were discussing abt the flu jab he had and was it like more pain den last year or something. And how I exercise and swing my arms so that there won't be any pain.

So I was just doing dumbells while listening to his entertainment. He also hit his new vball in the air den I was like wow cos he could do it so many times. While thinking that we used to just hit 10 den can put a tick next to our name during the earlier part of PE this year. At vball training, no one does less than 100 times. Sheesh. Why did we get so excited over 10 times in hitting it in the air.

I didn't go for spring cleaning for band today because I know it's nonsensical. I'm allergic to dust mites and there I go offer myself to a large family of them over there. I didn't even know until Isabella messaged me and ask me if I was going for band tmr den I was like HUH.

I watched the last episode of My Girl the korean drama last night. Was quite clueless until my mum told me the whole story. Because I only watched the first episode and nothing else. Who could be more wow to watch finish 16 episodes and complete the whole series of My Girl in just 3 nights 2 days. Sunday night, Monday day, Monday night, Tuesday day, Tuesday night. Ya, correct. My aunt is stuck with goong and all the songs and she came over yesterday to pass me a whole lot of songs from that show. Haha. And my mum wanted it all in her phone. Heh Heh.

2006-11-28T19:43:00.000+08:00